
I guess its one thing that annoys me about being employed lol I don't have much time to blog and do my witchy work as much as I used to. I mean as I said before I still do my prayer work and talk to the Lord and Lady each day but I haven't sat down and sorted my BOS or just written in my journal in months.
I guess the only contact apart from reading your blogs (but then never making time to comment!) is Pagan FM a lovely little podcast show from the US.
I do miss not blogging as much as I used to and also doing my embroidery for the Sabbats. I've just sadly realised it Lammas this saturday and the plush embroidered corn dolly is still just a drawing on a peice of paper in my craft bag! I haven't even got it in the hoop :(
Its made me feel very sad that I've not even noticed and this year I did promise to myself to better intergate my life with my faith rather than treating it like a hobbie and just dipping in and out and also connect with each season by embroidery (my other passion). I know you could say 'well you still communicate' and I do, I also go for long walks in nature and notice the birds and other creatures talk to trees and read the clouds in the sky.
Which was somthing I was going to blog about, messages in the sky and such. Add it to the list lol. I just feel like thats what I've been doing adding my faith and things to do with it, to make a connection with in it on a list. And doing what? Well I haven't a clue how I've wasted my weekends but I've managed to.
As for general life its quite good, work is fine and I have new people to make friends with which is something apart from my lack of making time for things in my weekends was getting me down. I have many people I know and love or adore but not many whom I can count on one hand who like me would drop it all to be there for them. I guess I am open and would love friends and have been considering a friend spell in order to draw them in but again add to the list.
I would like crafty, spiritual minded friends whom share simliar interest with me, I'd also like a couple more penpales as I'm a keen letter writer. I've considered a route for going on witchvox and adding myself to their huge list of people but decided against it. I'd rather have people who live nearer me, or whom are willing for the penmenship friendship (as many pefer email which I forget to do lol).
I guess I just feel lonely. Plain and simple. I know fmaily and my partner are there, but gosh sometimes a girl just needs her friends and I really haven't got many who live near me or whom I would consider my good friends whom tango fairely with me and lifes interesting paths.
I also appolgise for the lack of interesting blogs and time spent in writting them like I used to.
Much love,
Evening Breeze